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The home of writings that give an unfiltered look inside my journey back to the truest expression of my humanity.

There is content here that you may find triggering. Proceed if you wish. If not, that’s ok, too.

  • December 24, 2025

    The Silent Pacifier & Gender Performance Anxiety

    Earlier this year I believed I was a woman; I was in the wrong body. Everything society has taught me…

  • October 27, 2025

    Star Energy: The Night I Returned Home

    The Moment I Died Maybe the overwhelming love I felt that night is in direct contrast to the volume of…

  • September 5, 2025

    The Art Of Discernment: The Moment I Chose Peace Over Connection

    While standing in my truest, heartfelt expression, I was forced to accept and honour my emotional limitations. What was once…

  • June 8, 2025

    I Disconnect To Reconnect

    I feel there is a fine, invisible line between avoidance and conscious disconnection; a line that can be easily misinterpreted,…

  • May 23, 2025

    The Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing: When Detachment Is Dressed As Freedom

    The Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing: When Detachment Is Dressed As Freedom — As I search for a simpler, more honest…

  • May 15, 2025

    Where The Butterflies Live: The Grief Of Becoming

    Where The Butterflies Live: The Grief Of Becoming — As I type I am in the midst of death and…

  • May 14, 2025

    The Rescue Fantasy And The Self I Almost Abandoned

    The Rescue Fantasy And The Self I Almost Abandoned — When does the maintenance of our emotions or nervous system…

  • April 26, 2025

    Am I Avoiding, Or Am I Awakening?

    Am I Avoiding, Or Am I Awakening? — I dive deeper into my personal philosophy on how we relate to…

  • April 1, 2025

    The Search For Safety: Have You Seen It Anywhere?

    My nervous system is on high alert quite a bit, often stuck in the sympathetic state (fight, flight, fawn, freeze…

  • February 20, 2025

    My Heart Plays The Cello: Codependency Recovery

    For all the times I have abandoned myself. All the times I’ve abandoned them; it might be easier to count…

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