The Silence of Letting Go

I feel you. I try to let go and realise Iโ€™m not holding on. And I wonder why youโ€™re still with me. Iโ€™ve never known a person so deeply entwined. I loved you so much. Lingering like a ghost. We…

The Dark Night of Us

Has it really been that long since I posted last? So much has happened… The past 9 months have kicked my arse. I ended up losing myself completely in my most recent monogamous relationship and nearly drowning in an ocean…

A mile in your shoes

Programmed to the beat of your heart; it is my marching sound. I try and break free, to breathe my own air, to sit within the void, but the stillness suffocates my lungs. Fear. Loneliness. Trauma. Denial. Avoidance. Worth. All…